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Catching COVID-19



This time last week I wrote a post about the scary uncertain times ahead. I’d already been social distancing for the last few weeks other than walking the dog, going to work and shopping for the essentials. However none of that has helped me.

I am currently fighting Coronavirus. Or so advised by 111 as I’m self isolating at home and as long as I can stay fighting this at home, I will not be tested.

This is why the world needs to listen. We are not invincible. We cannot ignore what is being said to us. I don’t know anyone in my circle that has COVID-19 which makes it all the more scary at how this is spreading without us realising. The death toll is rising and I am terrified. I am terrified for myself, my family, my friends and the world. If science is right and it usually is the peak is about to begin in the UK. COVID-19 has an incubation period of around 11-14 days so most people infected still pretending life is normal and taking trips to the beach or sneaking to the shops more than once, touching everything in their path are about to hit a rude awakening.

Symptoms:
I woke up Tuesday just fine. Went to work (luckily my company has had us social distance for a couple of weeks and everyone in the building were already working from home) then on my way home in the car I started getting really bad body aches and a migraine. I initially put it down to stress but as the night went on I got worse and worse and barely slept because my body was in so much pain.
Wednesday, I noticed my sense of taste and smell had gone. You know it’s bad when Zoflora smells of nothing. My body continued to ache and the migraine was so bad my eyes were bloodshot with the pressure. A small dry cough started but has yet to progress to constant. The fatigue really started to set in.
Thursday, the fatigue is real. I slept all day. My chest started getting tighter and my body continued to ache. Had a temperature and was taking slower breaths as the day went on.
Friday, ridiculous how going downstairs for a drink meant turning back around because my body just feels empty. No change to any other day except a real lack of appetite, forcing myself to take fluids. Chest tighter.
Saturday, had an awful nights sleep my breathing is starting to hurt. Still having to sleep through the day just to make it to tea time for some food. Managing to keep fluids down me and hot drinks.

This shit ain’t for playing with. I’m 26 and healthy and will hopefully have it a lot easier than some, but that doesn’t make it any easier. We have to flatten the curve. I too was naive that I wouldn’t get it - how could I? I wash my hands 57473 time’s a day. I’m a super clean freak and I don’t know anyone who’s had it. Wrong - here I am now praying this hell will be over soon and terrified for the state of the world. We need to listen to instructions and stay inside. If you don’t need your one walk a day, don’t go on it. If you don’t need to go to the shops then don’t go. Don’t socialise with people outside your household and ANY sign of flu symptoms stay the fuck indoors.

Stay safe everyone.


Chels x


I'm not okay




My hearts racing, my heads pounding, my own body feels like it's against me. Am I ill? No I'm just having my 357597 panic attack for the week like most people around the world right now. 

Covid-19 has well and truly stamped on 2020's mojo. It will forever be known as the year we had to write off. I'm fed up of being told to stay positive, stop over-reacting and calm down. I don't want to fxcking calm down. The world is upside down and jobs are being cut. I'm a lover of security, and right now there's none. Nobody can predict what will happen but we've all got to pay our part and stay inside, protect our loved ones and try and see the light through this.

I'm going to try and use this time to reconnect with myself, be kinder to my skin, what I'm eating, read more, write more and above all love more. We get so sucked into our daily lives, all work, no play. Maybe we need to listen to what we need (within reason and current permits) and react to it. Just stop, breathe and readjust.

Clean out those wardrobes you've been meaning to do for years, find out what's hiding under your bed - do some gardening. Pick up a book. Work on a small business idea you've had for a while but never had the courage to do. Check in on loved ones daily, these are lonely times above anything else and we need to be kinder to each other but respect each others choices during social distancing and isolation. Go for a walk but for petes sake don't all flood to the nearest beach and cause more panic than it's worth. Just go for a walk out of your front door, get some fresh air and come back inside. It's hard, it really is but if we do this we will correct what's wrong with the world and limit the spread.

My daily commitment to myself is to write a post - even if i'm the only audience. Whether it's what i'm reading - what i'm doing in the house - what i'm listening to. It doesn't matter, if it soothes the craziness going on inside my head it'll help and maybe i'll get through this. I've also created a daily positivity quotes page on instagram and that's massively helping me. Follow @2020positivity_ if you'd fancy more of this \/



I urge you all to stay as calm as you possible, but its okay if you can't at the minute but just know we're all here and going through the same thing so let's talk and stick together.

Take Care

Chels
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